More "Loving" messages..

Is 10.38pm now...I went and check my blog...while I was doing my one last check at my blog...

I saw someone left me 2 comments in "The Indecisive Noob.."...I thought it would have been Kelvin or others...and then I went and check...

I should out loud: "God Damn It! Shouldn't Have Left The Link In MSN!"

More "Loving" messages from my "Loving" cousin, Darryl...so predictable...

Anyway...thanks for the tips and advices you left at my blog...it really means a lot for me...now I'm a bit...more clear...not so confuse...and...not so...in the mist...or...sort of...

I'll go do more "deep thoughts" about what you said again next time...maybe it will give a slightest idea of what to do for my future...Arigato Gozaimasu!

And the druggie part wasn't helpful at all...=.=...

Right...I'll just stop right here...and good luck in your studies!




P.S: For those who are confused like me...You are free to check out what my "Loving" cousin just wrote for me in "The Indecisive Noob.." comment box...maybe it will help you out a bit...^^

Kamen Rider Ownage!!

Kamen Rider Kabuto!!












Go! Go! Masked Rider Kabuto! >.<

Is not childish...Is a fashion!

Don't give me that weird look...Yes...I'm a superfan of KAMEN RIDERS! YEAH! I've been watching them ever since my dad rent me the first tape of my first Kamen Rider, Black! And I was about...hmm...about....5 years old...I think...ever since from then...a new superfan of Kamen Rider was born...which is ME!! Wakaka...Collected some of my old times favourite Kamen Riders...RX...Garo..Kamen Rider ver.1 and 2...and Kamen Rider movie, The Next...and there are still more out there...I can sense them...

The Kamen Rider I watched was...Kamen Rider 555...a real epic fail crappy kid show...I've lost my personal love for Kamen Rider after watching Kamen Rider 555...I never wanted to touch them anymore...Kamen Rider 555 is a total disgrace...a total humialiation to the Kamen Rider world...

Until now...my dear little cousin...he came to my house yesterday...and he was watching youtube...I took a peek...something familiar about that video...and then I heard "HENSHIN"!! OMG!! Translation to english please!! It means "TRANSFORM"!! Is the new Kamen Rider!!!! KAMEN RIDER KABUTO!!!! RAAAWWWRR!!!!

Oh My God!!! They have dozen of Masked Rider in this show!! Each of them are Super COOLIO~ In this show, a lot of things have changed than the previous Kamen Rider shows...is a totally new generation of Kamen Rider...there will be less dark side stories of Kamen Riders...More humour...and the characters are all Super Handsomes!!! I love you, Tendou!!

Yes...and it was a total ownage of Kamen Rider yesterday....I've spent 8 hours on Kamen Rider Kabuto...I've watched 16 episodes back to back...the show haven't end yet...and IS STILL SUPER COOL!!!

And then..I look into my collections of my Kamen Rider and anime again...hohoho...there will be a new collection coming in again....hohoho....

The Indecisive Noob..

"Indecisive Noob"

A real "Loving" message from a "Loving" cousin, Darryl...

Things got really quite messed up for me...I received this message while I was facebook-ing during this afternoon...I had a deep-thought for this message...still trying to search for its "definition"...even until now...

Maybe he is right after all...I am an indecisive fellow...not a noob...for his information...

As soon as I started my college life...a lot of quetions came up right to me...and there is one really bothers me...

"Is this really what I wanted?"

I had a chat with a few of my buddies...I've found out they had the same problem...the same quetion as well...Some told me that the new college life sucks for them...they wanted to change...maybe they just need to endure it...things will turn best for them eventually...

I'm really confused...Everytime I hold the pen in my class...trying to make a note of what my lecturer just said...My thoughts would just fade away...faded into my own imaginary world again...I wanted them to last...but is not possible...

Holding the pen in my hand...I started to draw it out...I just couldn't help it...I just can't control the urge within me...the pen I'm holding...and the blank paper right in front of me...I just can't...stop drawing...

This thought has been giving me nightmares for several weeks...everytime I woke up...is still the same...the decisions are in my hand...but I just don't know what to do....

Everytime I look over at my hand...

The gift you gave me was still tied on to my wrist...I've been wondering it myself...maybe I should just remove it, forgot about everything and letting it go...

Or I should just keep on to my wrist...

I really can't decide anything at all...maybe I really need people to do the decisions for me...

I think...I will just admit the truth...my cousin is right after all...

Maybe I'm really The Indecisive Noob...


Happy Birthday! Birthday Gals!

Wa...a lot of people celebrated their birthday this week...

Free foods everywhere...wakakaka...just kidding! >.< My Grandmother's Birthday!














My Ah Ma celebrated her 75th birthday at thursday...all the relatives came to celebrate with her...except for those for are studying at outseas right now...I can tell that she's really enjoyed herself that day...from that smile on her face^^

Ah Ma received a call from one of them, Darryl^^ a really cool fellow! I chat with him too...haha...still the same...we only talk a while..cause he's going for his part time job lo...haih....we only talk about our favorite game, Monster Hunter 2nG and game consoles only, he told me that Monster Hunter 3 will be releasing on August in Wii, and he bought the Wii edi...WEE~~~...wakakaka...

Noticed that baby from the pictures? Cute le...this is my baby god-brother...when the cake jelly was put on the table...He's the first to rush to the table...why? This is what he can only say..."JELLY!"...hahaha...kids like jelly a lot!

After we sang the birthday song for Ah Ma...and she was about to cut the cake...and that little greedy baby god-brother of mine trying to reach his hand out for the cake...but the cake is too far from him edi...wakakaka...so darn CUTE~ Ah Ma gave him the first cake as soon as she finished cutting the cake...T.T...a very caring Ah Ma indeed...

Anyway...Happy Birthday! Ah Ma! Love you always!^^

My Friends Birthday!

My friends celebrated their birthday early yesterday, Siu Keih and Nc Nicole...they celebrated it together at Bukit Tinggi Jusco, Greenbox...

But I didn't attend...thats why no pictures were taken...T.T...lol...paise...I've decided not to go, due to some matters...T.T

Wishing them the best! Excels in every studies they're taking! Hope they had found the perfect partner! Stay cute always! and stay happy always!

I hoped that they enjoy themselves to fullest yesterday^^ and very sorry that I didn't attend...

Anyway...Happy Birthday! Siu Keih And Nc Nicole!^^ Friends forever!

Crazy Mode! Sorry for those guys...

What's wrong with me today...reeally reeally in a crazy mode now...

I went to cc...played a lot of Dota today...bout 6 or 7 rounds...omg...

I'm really going crazy...

What is Dota...is a game of "I kill you! You kill me? Break your Tower! Break my Tower?" game...So...basically...you kill other players in this game...

That's what I did today...suddenly in the mode of "I am really Crazy right now...please don't come near me! Or I'll touch you!And your family too!" I owned every game...

And I've gotten very "Lan C"...really very very very "Lan C"...how "LAN C"?...use your imagination...think of every possible things that you will do when you're "Lan C"...ya, I did most of it...I never did that in Dota...but today...I go crazy...so I "Lan C" everyone I killed...I can tell that they hate me a lot...and i mean a lot...

There's some guy from the opponent team who played maphack (a hack that reveals the entire map, showing your enemy's location and tracking invisible characters)today...everyone hates hacker...but...I hate hackers more than you guys hate...the numbers of hackers are still increasing...hackers = noobs...the main point is...I pawned that player...the story goes like this...

I played as an invisible character, Rikimaru..my health was only about half...

And that moron, played as Tiny, he came out from no where, with a power-up, HASTE...that makes you go super fast...and he was chasing me...fantastic...

"I'm invisible! How can you know where I'm going?" Obviously...you're a pharking maphack player...

He tried to stun me..DUH!! I'm in my crazy mode right now!! Dodged your stupid stun skill! "Noob" i typed to him...he chased me again...this time...he tried to throw me up into the sky...Duh!! Do I have to mention it again? I dodged your stupid throw skill...again! "WA...REALLY NOOB" I said to that guy...

That guy...has to be epic failure of all humanity in the entire galaxy...everyone laughed at him...over and over again...failed to kill me...over and over again...he can't touch me while he's playing maphack...and I killed him over and over again...

And then there is one guy who keep spamming humiliating things on the maphack player, his family..his friends..and anyone who's related to him...so bad la this guy...haih...And That GUY WAS ME!!! BWAHAHAHA!!

Wanted to post the replay in the blog..but...forgot to bring pendrive to save it...Haih...

And about...10 something...I started to disturb a lot people in MSN...lol...most of them are quite "stranger" de...didn't chat with them for years edi...but...spam kao kao on them...they were also surprised by my behaviour...ended up chatting a lot with them...lol...things turn out well^^ we've changed the relationship between us from "strangers" to "friends"...haha...

I Love Crazy Mode...Muackz...

Now...back to normal edi...chilled edi...wakakaka...haih...and I've decided to apologize to those who had been offended by me in the Dota game...and those who were being disturbed by me in MSN...I'll try not to repeat the same mistakes again...Lol...Paise...Oh shoot...look at the time now...really quite tired now...Nitez, everyone^^

"Really can join your team?"

Class finish jor...i mean...my dance class...definitely not interested in the account class in Taylors at all!

Currently learning 'poppin'...like robot dance those type de...

It was 8 p.m...I was sitting at a corner in the studio...took out my one of my treasure...my handphone~ it was newly bought...W705! Yeah~ Thx to those a**h***s who robbed my previous handphone...so I'm able to change a new one now^^

I received a text message...Oh! it was from a good old friend...quite happy^^ long time didn't sms with her edi...then I've decided to send a forward greeting message to her...choosing...which one le...hmm...send!

Shoot!...I've send wrong again...zzz...zZZ...pressed wrong contact...again!...sent the message to "her" again...yesterday...I also did the same thing...I think it has became a habit edi...really have to double check the contact list before i send!

Then she replied...with a forward greeting message as well..

Bang! I've finally punched myself in the face! This time didn't hit my nose anymore...

While I was still frustating in a corner...ready for a second punch...

Someone walks toward me...Oh...it was my senior...I've beaten him in my previous first battle^^ hohoho...paise...Don't know the senior's name...:P...Behind him...was Jackson wor...long time didn't see him edi...

"This June of 28th...Raymond will be having a party at this studio...there will be competitions as well...including the popping category...So...I was wondering if u want to join me and Jackson in the popping team?.." The senior asked me..

Only a retard will ask this question...Let me explain why...

Firstly..I've been longing ro go for a performance...

Secondly and also finally...ladies and gentlemen...please sit back and relax...and may I proudly present to you...Jackson from the Raydio, the poppin genius...everyone named him as "poppin genius"...because...it only takes him 2 months to be a pro...while others...quite loooong...

"My god...Oh My God...My Shit...Oh My Shit..." This thought ran through my mind..

I'm stuck at this tough decisions...really tough...cause' I got my final exams on June of 29th!!!! SHIT YOU!!!

It came out from my mouth...I couldn't help it de!

"Really can join your team?" I asked...

Digi Sucks, The 58 secs, and My Hair C0D3...

Digi Sucks!

I'm so pharking tired! T.T

Our hired-driver, Wan Tzi told us that we supposed to reach Taylors Business School by 8am...so we must be waiting for her at our usual car-stop.. ( it's a bus-stop at near bukit tinggi Jusco.. )

I woke up at 6.50...prepared to leave to Wei Keat's place...car pool to the car stop...hohoho...

Just remembered that I haven't remind him that I will be going to his place yesterday while we were on a phone call at that moment...

Then I started to received 3 miss call from him...

What the phark...I'm supposed to be in the coverage...hmm...maybe he's trying to "signal" me to call him back gua...

Oh well...who cares...

( Skip 15 miutes later ) :P

On the way to school...we bullshit...talk cock as usual...and then Jk started it...

"Did you know that she's not really happy right now?"

We started talking about it...I was in the mood of talking a lot when I got into the car...but while talking about it...I was sad...really sad..."Goodbye Lakeside Campus Dream"

As soon as I reach there, I went to the kopitiam opposite of the Business School...gave Wan Tzi an excuse, told her that I'm hungry...going to get my breakfast first...

I sat down there...saw a couple of my classmates...wave at them...then took out my phone...took a reeeaaaaaal deep breath...

"Stay Calm...Stay Calm..You can do this...Is not that tough...Is just only a phone call, you ding-wit..." I said to myself..

I dialled her number...waiting for a ringtone..."Oh god, nervous-ing..."...and then..."DU" came from the phone...

What the hell...I called again..."DU"...and again..."DU"...these steps were repeated 8 times...8 TIMES I TELL YA!!

Furiousing...then my classmate laugh at me and told me..."Lol,can't call le, we also cannot sms or call, I think is due to Digi is doing something to the maintainance gua."

DIGI YOU SUCKS!

The 58 secs...
I reached home...it was about 5pm...

Took out my phone...Took a reeeaaaaaal deep breath...

"Stay Calm...Stay Calm..You can do this...Is not that tough...Is just only a phone call, you ding-wit..." I said to myself...again...

I dialled her number...waiting for a ringtone...

GAH!! She picked up...then I remained calm...

Chat with her...still thinking of ways to cheer her up...Darn! Still got nervous...screwed up again...haih...T.T

Tried my best...Oh well...it was better than the last call...Really quite happy^^ and the worst part was...it only lasted 58 secs...T.T

My Hair C0D3
Don't look at my hair...don't look at my hair, pls...GOD!!
Cry liao..everyone noticed my new garlic head look...
Lo li lo li lo li..blah blah blah...can't hear you all...
You look so cute la...they told me...still molesting my head...
Look up...look down...please stop examine the head...
The whole stared at my garlic head again...T.T
Cutest grin I've ever seen in my life...T.T
When I was about to SNAP!
You look so stylish la...few of them told me..YEAH^^
Smile...after my english class...I'm so stylish..hehe

A Bloody Good Movie..

Sweeney Todd The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street











"Never Forget. Never Forgive " - Sweeney Todd




"This movie so old edi la~ You so outdate la~"

Who cares..I'm bored...I borrowed this movie from cousin few days ago...

And everyone was like "Eeww...that movie so boring la, sing song only, and so violent also...don't waste your time watching that movie la.."

Like I said...I'm really pharking bored...I don't care...

I watched the movie right away as soon as I reached home..and it was about 10.25pm that moment...my mom is so going to kill me if she finds out that I'm still not in bed...

After watching that movie...

"Wow" is the only word that came up in my thoughts...

THIS MOVIE IS PHARKING GOOD! YOU RETARDS!!! Cursing myself too for not watching this movie as soon as it was in cinema..T.T

The story was about..

A barber named, Benjamin Barker, was falsely imprisoned by the Judge Turpin, who would do anything to lay his dirty hand on Benjamin Barker's beautiful wife, Lucy. T.T...After 15 years in prison, changed his name to Sweeney Todd.. he comes back to Victorian London to find his wife has poisoned herself and his daughter was held captive by Judge Turpin. As he's plotting his revenge, Sweeney joins forces with Mrs.Lovett, and while he preys on clients asking for a shave, his new partner turns the bodies into meat pies! Lol...and now the razor-wielding madman, Sweeney Todd, wants to redeem his love for his family...with vengeance.

"Two Thumbs Up!!" -Roger Ebert, USA Today

"Sweeney Todd is a thriller-diller. From start to finish: scary, monstrously funny abd melodically thrilling. And Depp is simply stupendous." -Peter Travers, Rolling Stone

"Johnny Depp! I love you!" -T.Song, Taylors :P

3 things that makes me smile :D

  1. First! Of course...for me...is always about her...she got this innocent smile that always brighten up my blue days! ^^
  2. Hmm...took me a while to came up with this answer...but is affirmative...MONEY! Oh money...what will I do without you...
  3. Lastly...and also main topic for this blog...noobs...no reason...the way they got pawned makes me smile too...and one day...I have discovered this video...which i named it as...

Life As A Noob...enjoy^^

Another Good Friend Is Leaving..

Lol...is 3.10am right now...yet I'm still blogging right now...

Can't sleep...felt really awful...

Maybe I was trying to avoid the nightmare I had yesterday...

Dreamt about...

I had a fight with Dad again...

In that nightmare, it wasn't about that "incident"...there was nothing related to it either...

But he was still furious...the madness in his both eyes...

Damn...

Still holding the phone...still hesistating if I should sms her...

What am I a Pharktard? ( pharker+retard=pharktard ) People sleeping le..

I decided not to sleep that early...

Blogging...trying to customize my blog...to make a better one than the previous one...and I was SOOOOOOO pharking bored!! My god...sien...then I went and sign in my msn...still hoping to see someone on9^^ haha...

What am I a Pharktard? People sleeping le...

Oh! dude! A few good friends haven't sleep yet! I'm not that lonely le! Well...though she didn't on9...haih...I chat with them...talking cock as usual...Monkey ( that's how i referred her in class ) a new friend I've met in Taylors..currently also classmates as well...she told she has a own blog...with the help of my friend...Good for her^^...and then...

She told me that business foundation doesn't suit her well...She'll be going to TARC the next day to see if there is any other courses that suits her...I was shocked...There was a boy in my class transfered as well...and now...she might be transferring too...

I can't really ask her to stay in Taylors...coz I'm not her PARENTS! So...what I could do for her right now...

Is creating this post to bid her farewell..wishing her all the best..

GOODBYE MONKEY!

Epic Failure Of The Year! I sux...T.T

Yes...it has to be the epic failure of mine this year...wait...actually is the epic failure of my entire life! T.T...omg...damn embarrassing...try to call her...but epic fail!!!...i'm going to die of embarassment liao...T.T...sien...suddenly panic...T.T...gg failure..

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T.T...

The Lucky Day* ( 6th April )

  1. I have started my studies again...currently taking business foundation in Taylors...
  2. I enjoyed my studies there...had lots of fun..well..sort of...made lots of new friends over there too..
  3. People are friendly...Lecturers are funny...

I love this new college life...a lot... >.<

"Wow, the horoscope says that today is your lucky day. Things will go smooth for you. Hmm..Maybe you will find something good in college today?"

"Haha...you know me...I'm not into those stuff...you should really get back to the reality, mom...is already 6.25 am...I need to get to the train station to meet up with others..."

"Ok, make sure you didn't forget to bring bottle."


(At the station)

Things go very smooth all right...as i reach the station...it was packed...very packed! And I have to squeeze myself like a sandwich just to get into the train! Got separated with Ah Poh...and Jk's sitting right in front of me...Looking at the brightside! At least me and Jk got a seat...and I didn't get harrassed by a huge lady which happened on Jk...that lady seems to like him a lot...I can tell that he's not enjoying himself that moment...LOL...Shoot...I don't like sleeping inse the train...it smells...and it takes at least 30mins to reach our station...but inside the train already damn crowded! Yet...the people just won't stop coming...

"Stupid horoscope..."

(At the other station)

The entrance is open...must...get...out...of...the...train...can't...breath...help...
Whelp! We manage to got out from the train...streching my whole body...and cursing the horoscope that my mom mentioned...better get to school before 8am...put away the mp3 first...

O.O

I saw her standing outside the other entrance of the train...she was listening to her mp3...my god! Why is she here...she waved at me...then smiled at me...I smiled back, waving back at her, and walk away slowly as usual...but took a peek at her before she left...

"=.=...what's with the big smile on your face?...you're scaring me..."

I had no idea...something keeps tingling in my heart...but I'm sure that I was really Happy...then I answered Jk...

"Today is my lucky day."

Daniel- I hate you

This wasn’t the future he wanted…


“Where the fuck you left my laptop’s case strap!” Mr. Bane yelled.

A chill ran all the way through Daniel’s back spine. He has totally forgotten everything about the case strap, and then he had quick flashback again…

It happened on the 2nd of May, leaving another 2 days left for Daniel’s upcoming mid semester exam. Keith, his best friend for life, took him out for a break at a shopping mall, they even meet up with others, friends who Daniel hasn’t seen for months, Gerald and Pete. Each of every one of them had also brought their own laptop (it was Keith’s idea, as he is quite curious about customizing his own newly bought laptop), have lunch and a chit-chat as if they haven’t seen each others for years.

As they spend most of the day together in the shopping mall, it was getting crowded sooner as the time flies. Then “it” happened. Gerald grabbed Daniel’s whole laptop case, took out the strap and put it on his while Daniel was answering a call. After he hung up the call, “Why are you taking my laptop’s case strap?” he asked Gerald…

“Don’t worry, man, I promised that I will return it as soon as we’re leaving.” Gerald told him, Daniel took a quick scan through Gerald; he chuckled, “With that size of that laptop of yours, no wonder you wanted that strap.” Gerald smiled back at him. That smile. It resembles his father a lot, suddenly Daniel was terrified as the smile reminds him of his father, Mr. Bane, then he quickly reminded Gerald again “You better not forget to return that strap, this laptop doesn’t belong to me, it belongs to my father.” Daniel wasn’t able to finish the last sentence; Gerald was already busy talking with Keith and Pete. Daniel was staring at the back, chuckled, and laughs at himself for worrying too much over a laptop’s case strap. Then he quickly joined with others and enjoyed himself that day. And it was his last.

Back to the reality..

As he could tell that his father was really pissed off, he explained to Mr. Bane that his friend had borrowed it the other day. “Shit, Shit. Shit!” swearing to himself as he totally forgotten about it and quickly look through for Gerald’s contact number, despise Mr. Bane is still swearing at him at the Daniel’s back with each of every knowledge he knows about swearing.
Found it! He had found his contact number! Saved at last from the Devil’s wrath! Mr. Bane’s wrath! Using his top speed to dial that number as he wanted to get out of that mess as soon as possible!

“Du… Du Du…Du…Du Du…” The phone still ringing and Mr. Bane is still waiting for an answer. “Hello?” Daniel took his largest breath ever in his entire life, relieving as he heard Gerald’s voice. “Dude! You’ve totally forgotten to return that laptop’s case strap that belongs to my dad! Where the hell are you? I’ll go pick it up from you tomorrow at a certain place! Just remember to bring that strap tomorrow, ok? Don’t ever FORGET!”

“Whoa, whoa, whoa, slow down, Daniel! What’s the rush? You sounded like it was concerning of a matter of life and death. Yeah, about that strap, I’m really sorry that I’ve forgotten to return it to you, don’t worry. I’ve pass it to Pete on that day!” Daniel’s heart has sunk to the bottom of the floor he is standing on. Then Gerald continued “I’m sure that Pete could pass it Keith for you, you can get it from Keith as both of you study in the same college. Oh yeah, and I apologize again for forgetting about returning, LoL, no hard feelings! By the way, chat with you next time, I’m busy!” Then he hung up, Daniel almost passed out, his hope has hung up on him. He mind was blank that moment, remembering that Pete lived far from him, quickly recovering from his fear, he quickly make another call.

Pete answered the call, Daniel says “Dude, erm, hey, I heard from Gerald that he left that strap in your car. So, I was wondering if you could give it back to me tomorrow? I’m really desperate for it. How about I meet you up at the same spot tomorrow? Is 4pm ok?” Pete replied, Daniel listens “What the hell, is not like it was my responsibilities that Gerald had forgotten to return that strap from the beginning, and I couldn’t drive the car on weekdays, sorry pal, there’s nothing I can do.” Controlling the rage within him, Daniel’s trying not to make things worse; he asked Pete “Oh, I see. But as you can see, my father needed that strap, so, I’m really hoping that you could come up with a solution. Can you give me a call as soon as possible when you thought of one?” Pete replied “Yeah, yeah, yeah, blah, blah, blah, whatever, I’ll come up with one.” Pete definitely is busy with his computers again, Daniel thought. He thanked Pete and then hung up. Facing the Devil behind him, he explained that his friend would return it as soon as possible; Mr. Bane left him alone after a good bloody scolding on Daniel.

A few minutes later, someone called; Daniel thought it was Pete, feeling glad that Pete didn’t disappoint him. As he answered the call, it wasn’t Pete, it was Gerald. He said to Daniel “Hey, dude, I heard that you’ve got a real good scolding from your father, I’m really sorry about it, but I really can’t do anything about it, SORRY!”

A few thoughts came to Daniel's mind that day..

That was the worst “sorry” he’ve ever heard in his entire life.

And he didn’t receive any other call after Gerald calls.

The Bane family couldn’t get any peace for the following days as Daniel still couldn’t get that strap back; On that second day of hell for Daniel, his mother was really ill, Mr. Bane and Daniel quickly seek for doctor’s help. Mrs. Bane felt whole lot better on the following day. Everything was back to normal again, Mr. Bane’s love for his wife have made him forgotten everything about that strap. Daniel was happy, really happy as Mr. Bane has return to his human form, the humor, the caring and the smile have all came back to the family again.

It was Happy Mother Day, and relatives have invited them to celebrate together as well. Daniel was watching his show, and then he saw that Mr. Bane was holding the laptop case again. The happy family that Daniel wanted didn’t last long; he knew that Mr. Bane would surely ask for the strap again. In that moment, he witnessed the Devil revived again. Things happened, argument between Mr and Mrs. Bane happened as well, and then Mrs. Bane quickly rescued Daniel and left the Devil in the house alone.

They went to their casual shopping mall. They celebrated their own Happy Mother Day (as they didn’t attend the relatives’ party). They did their shopping. Without the Devil. Everything was peaceful, despise the crowded noises, everything was still felt peaceful for the mother and son.
At the moment, Daniel saw his one and only true friend, Keith. He was doing his shopping with his family in the same shopping mall as well, and then the 2 families spend the night together. Daniel really enjoyed that night, the joy that Keith’s family have brought for him, and his mother as well. Daniel felt like he’s back home again. But it only lasted 45 minutes; Daniel and his mother are leaving as the night doesn’t allow them to stay longer with the Keith’s family.

That was Daniel happiest moment in his entire life, his entire hours, and minutes and seconds that he had lived within it. The 45 minutes, Daniel swore that he would never forget about it.

On the way home, the mother and son were in the car, waiting for the green light, and silence. Daniel apologized to his mother, said “Sorry for this crappy Happy Mother Day celebration.” Hoping that his mother would felt better. But instead, Mrs. Bane bursts into tears, sobbing and said “I really don’t want to go home. Why does he have to be so bad tempered over a strap” What Mrs. Bane said really hurts Daniel. He stares outside while his mother was still driving them home.

Looking at Daniel, I couldn’t help it. I asked him that if he’s okay. He stared at me, I could see that there wasn’t any single significant of life in his eyes, and he said to me.

“Why did I borrow that strap to him at the beginning?”

I looked at him. Feeling guilty.

“Knowing this fucking Pete surely was a mistake.”

I felt bad. Really bad.

“Is he really my father?”

“I hate you.” Daniel says to me. Finishing me off with the last question, giving me a fatal blow at my heart, he says to me: “Why did you choose me to be you?!”

While waiting in Starbucks...(L4D Tutorial Day)
















Today damn lot of people le!!!! =.=...Cheh...and a lot of "Bak Kut Teh" as well...for those who don't have any single idea what is this "Bak Kut Teh" i'm mentioning about...answer this question, maybe it'll give you a slightest idea...hehe...what does Bak Kut Teh made of...haha...and a lot foreigners people as well >.<


















Iced Cafe Latte! A real awesome flavour for a coffee drink! Is sweet but not too sweet! Purrfect! Go get one now while the coffee last! XD

Today is L4D (Left 4 Dead) Training Day! Yeah^^ The internet cafe (Summer Dream) opposite my neighbourhood held a Left 4 Dead Competition..which is..next Saturday (May 16)! Me and my just-formed team, who are...Me, Jia Kai, Ah Poh and Jie Yee decided to go for the challenge! >.< The First Prize can win up to RM1000 and free 10 hours air time for each winning member!^^ But...T.T...this elimination competition applied to 64 teams including us as well...my god...T.T...so many people...Hohoho...really getting excited now as I'm waiting to meet up with others and then head straight to our beloved training spot (SINO NET)..XD


Today...She's not feeling well...T.T...really hope she'll get well soon...T.T...

Thru' The First Battle! >.< ( 7th May 2009 )










That's Right! Yeah Baby! ^^ Haha..yesterday i went to my poppin (dance) class...right after the class, my mentor. Raymond (ex-Urban Groove) had arrange me a Poppin BATTLE (sort of like a competition of dancing for only 2 persons) with another boy in my class! This is my first BATTLE, I'm really really nervous right now as the BATTLE is coming soon..which is next Wednesday..and I have intention to lose! Muahaha..really need to get down to my practice ASAP after my exams are over! >.< Hmm...Nam Hyun Joon...please bless me with Godly Poppin skill! And again I'll repeat...YEAH BABY! ^^

I'm sorry to "Him" and "Her"...( 7th May 2009 )

"Him" refers to a really good friend of mine..my god-brother ( Tan JK )...We've been so close and such a friend for about...6 years...yeah..sort of...Though we had quite a huge fight 2 days ago, Tuesday..and we're back together after that day...but I still feel guilty for these 2 days for "exploding" at him...he was just only trying to help me to "get" to "Her"...yet i "exploded" on him...really need to get back to my counsellor liao...Sorry Tan JK!...I'm really really really sorry (no way..not going to belanja as an apology, Dream On! :P)...I hope there isn't any hard feelings between me and you...rite, bro? >.<

"Her" refers to...(secret!)...hmm...just a feeling that I have been a real MORON for not noticing her earlier...T.T...I really desperate for specialists' help to let me become more gutsy to get closer to "Her"...I want to make her happy as long as she's beside me everyday...but...is it possible?...T.T...Anyhow...I'm sorry for being such a RETARD! T.T

Left Me Dead... ( 6th May 2009 )

Bullshit! I believe you'd noticed that this is the second post in the same day and is only about..10 minutes from my previous post...yes...I'm back in Sino Net again...Zzz...Hey! Don't blame me! I'm also trying to save my pocket for a "Greater Purpose" of mine :P...instead of sitting here...blogging...hearing others screaming "OMG! Save Me! Saaave Me! That hunter is raping me!!"...or maybe "Shit! Wtf! Noob! Dunno how to stun a?! Ulti la!!!"...yes...this is the life in internet cafe...creating all kinds of noice pollution...hmm...maybe internet cafe is one of the main factor for noice pollution...i'll note that in my mind... tsk..i hate cc a lot :P...ok...back to the point! What really happened just now was...i'm having a poppin (dance) class tonight at 7pm...and my parents' weren't able to fetch me there at that moment..so i have to stay back here until 7pm..leaving me and the both "good" frens of mine...who were about to leave Sino...i asked them if they could stay with me...like about..3 hours?...and they were looking at me together at the same time..and staring me like "You've gotta be...joking.." Then "Poof"! "Alakazam"! They disappeared right in front of me! How did they do that!! (actually they just walk away..) Hmmm...looks like i have picked the correct title for my blog...alone as usual..T.T...they abandoned me...all alone...haih~...T.T...oh well...guess i have to go pawn some dota noobs to calm my sad feelings now..I'll just stop right here... :P

Start Blogging! ( 6th May 2009 )

Start blogging! Is good for u! To widen each of every possible knowledge about techs these days! So..what are u waiting for, kids?! Start blogging today!!! >.<... Nah...I'm just fooling around...main reason for me to start a blog? "I'm just trying to update myself.. :P" And what's more ridiculous...I'm doing my blog in a cafe (Sino Net)..located in Bukit Tinggi...along with some good frens (nasty) of mine..whom are coded as ahpoh and Jk (not jokin)...they have their own blogs as well...go check it out! I'll post the link later...hmm...left 11 mins before the computer terminate itself...no time left for any Dota..darn...oh well..i guess i'll stop write here...go edit first... :P