The poison...
Damn powerful...
My wounds are getting deeper...
Looks like I won't be recovering from it for the moment...
The cure...
Damn painful...
But is the only way....
The only way to forgot about everything...haha...shucks...
Goodbye, PingPong Boy ^^
Sorry?
*Sigh*...another post for Mr. Teddy...this post is really long....really really long...is a conversation between me and Mr.T...
Really...I felt bad yesterday...
Wrote everything about you in my previous blog...I felt bad...
'CAUSE THERE ARE A LOT OF GRAMMAR MISTAKES!
OMG! I'M SO SORRY! MAYBE BECAUSE I GOT SO MAD, AND DIDN'T REALIZE ABOUT IT! UNTIL JUST NOW...I read my blog...omg omg omg...damn embarrassing...
But don't worry...cause I've decided to write another proper post specially for you again!
HAPPY? Cause I've found out that you have read my blog..really...so nice of you...you really didn't disappointed me...and what's more! WOW! A True Friend Indeed! You've also decided to share your "happiness" with everyone...and I shall grant you that "happiness" to everyone!
And you're most welcome...in advance! ^^
Maybe you will be thinking right now...
"I thought that fucker very busy de? Now still got time to blog?"
*Sigh*...yeah...seriously...I'm really busy recently...but...I'll always take out some of that time specially just for you...don't worry...is midnight now...so...don't bother about me...thanks for your concern...
Why?
Is simple...fucking simple...is fucking damn simple...but I really don't fucking know if you can really fucking understand my post...so...another advice for you...LESS FLP BULLSHITS AND DOTA!!! TRY TO STUDY MORE!!
Oh...thanks to the 9 persons who have sms me yesterday night...thanks...but I didn't really explain what had happened...and the following may also will help everyone a bit gua...
It starts off like this...
Next Monday is the beginning of my DoomsDay...my final exams...
So...of course...for sure...must study...must prepare for upcoming Hell...'cause...if flunk my subjects...have to retake...and I have no intentions of flunking...cause it'll be a hell lot of time wasting...fuck...
Yesterday~
Doing my revisions...got so fucking annoyed of my foundation's subject...Business Mathematics...is almost like AddMath...but in more business terms...Revenue...Pricing...what the fuck...
Then I remembered Mr.T had asked me before..."MUST MEET"....after that...went to MSN...told Mr.T that I'm sorry...can't meet up with him...cause finals are coming...BUT! Here...let me copy from the history...
"i wan ask u something face to face"
What the fuck? I asked...
"face to face"
"nt now"
Diu...Mr.T...my finals are coming...really cannot...how about you give me another good time?
"today"
Wow...genius...you are one heck of a genius...I told you I can't...currently fucking busy screwing my brain juice to solve this fucking math question...OK! Fine! Today It IS! Is 9pm ok with you?
After 15 minutes arguement with my mom...due to Mr.T 's "BUSINESS"!
"Finals are coming, you still want to go out with your friend?" my mom asked...
"Ya...sorry...only for a while...cause...he seems to have a problem...told me must meet...I really will be back soon!"
The rest of the 13 minutes conversation...you all can imagine the rest...and then...
Sorry, Mr.T...think really can't go...
"wtf"
"so u can come o nt ?"
Oh...what the fuck?...really got that urgent? Must meet? I thought you only pick up the FOREVER LIVING PRODUCTS BOOKLET only?
"told u wanna ask u something "
Oh...ok...since we are MSN-ing now...why not spit it out now?
"no thx "
Skip a bit...bullshits...bullshits..
How long you want to ask? Fuck! You think I very free like you?
"As soon as possible " ( everyone...please note this...the fun is coming up...)
"I oso vry busy lo"
Walao...if you're so busy...why not next time?
"Nope"
"Today"
FUCKKKKKKKKKK!!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION IS IT?
"not about FOREVER LIVING and S&S"
Of course...last time...you tricked me...asked me to come out "lim teh"...turn out to be a blind date with Forever Living Sister...Wow...amazing...and now...if really is about...FLP again...please go to hell...
"this time wan settle thing" ( note this too! )
Oh...hmmm...maybe is really something urgent...ok la...then...guess I have no choice...
And then I went to my Windows Live Messenger...my brain almost crack...almost crack...clutching my fist...I really really want to kill you...I'm serious...I'm writing this to you, Mr.T...are you reading about it? Don't disappoint me again...
So...what makes me so furious? Guess what I saw on Mr.T 's MSN notice?
'SETTLE THINGS FOR YOU'
Immediately...I realized all your "BUSINESS"...I went and told the whole story to JK...
So...tell me, Mr.T...which part of "I AM SO FUCKING BUSY WITH MY FUCKING FINALS CURRENTLY!" you don't understand?
Ok...fine...carry on with the "BUSINESS"...I tried to stay calm...I didn't start anything...to prevent unnecessary arguement...
I told Mr.T...
9pm it is...but must get back home before 10pm..
"wtf..."
FUCCCCCKKKKK YOUUUUU!!!! THEN HOW LONG YOU WANT WITH YOUR "BUSINESS"??????
"As Long As Possible " ( notice the note I noted for you all? )
Skip...
"nvm nvm, then no need come out..seem u are so bzy...I scare i beat u nia"
End.
So...these are what makes me so fuck up yesterday...right...good night all!
Oh ya...but before that...
To Mr.T...please don't put "my special best friend" at your msn notice...obviously...is me! THANKS! o0o! So please remove it...is really really really a deep humiliation...thanks in advance! Night, Fucker...suck on this again, o0o!
Really...I felt bad yesterday...
Wrote everything about you in my previous blog...I felt bad...
'CAUSE THERE ARE A LOT OF GRAMMAR MISTAKES!
OMG! I'M SO SORRY! MAYBE BECAUSE I GOT SO MAD, AND DIDN'T REALIZE ABOUT IT! UNTIL JUST NOW...I read my blog...omg omg omg...damn embarrassing...
But don't worry...cause I've decided to write another proper post specially for you again!
HAPPY? Cause I've found out that you have read my blog..really...so nice of you...you really didn't disappointed me...and what's more! WOW! A True Friend Indeed! You've also decided to share your "happiness" with everyone...and I shall grant you that "happiness" to everyone!
And you're most welcome...in advance! ^^
Maybe you will be thinking right now...
"I thought that fucker very busy de? Now still got time to blog?"
*Sigh*...yeah...seriously...I'm really busy recently...but...I'll always take out some of that time specially just for you...don't worry...is midnight now...so...don't bother about me...thanks for your concern...
Why?
Is simple...fucking simple...is fucking damn simple...but I really don't fucking know if you can really fucking understand my post...so...another advice for you...LESS FLP BULLSHITS AND DOTA!!! TRY TO STUDY MORE!!
Oh...thanks to the 9 persons who have sms me yesterday night...thanks...but I didn't really explain what had happened...and the following may also will help everyone a bit gua...
It starts off like this...
Next Monday is the beginning of my DoomsDay...my final exams...
So...of course...for sure...must study...must prepare for upcoming Hell...'cause...if flunk my subjects...have to retake...and I have no intentions of flunking...cause it'll be a hell lot of time wasting...fuck...
Yesterday~
Doing my revisions...got so fucking annoyed of my foundation's subject...Business Mathematics...is almost like AddMath...but in more business terms...Revenue...Pricing...what the fuck...
Then I remembered Mr.T had asked me before..."MUST MEET"....after that...went to MSN...told Mr.T that I'm sorry...can't meet up with him...cause finals are coming...BUT! Here...let me copy from the history...
"i wan ask u something face to face"
What the fuck? I asked...
"face to face"
"nt now"
Diu...Mr.T...my finals are coming...really cannot...how about you give me another good time?
"today"
Wow...genius...you are one heck of a genius...I told you I can't...currently fucking busy screwing my brain juice to solve this fucking math question...OK! Fine! Today It IS! Is 9pm ok with you?
After 15 minutes arguement with my mom...due to Mr.T 's "BUSINESS"!
"Finals are coming, you still want to go out with your friend?" my mom asked...
"Ya...sorry...only for a while...cause...he seems to have a problem...told me must meet...I really will be back soon!"
The rest of the 13 minutes conversation...you all can imagine the rest...and then...
Sorry, Mr.T...think really can't go...
"wtf"
"so u can come o nt ?"
Oh...what the fuck?...really got that urgent? Must meet? I thought you only pick up the FOREVER LIVING PRODUCTS BOOKLET only?
"told u wanna ask u something "
Oh...ok...since we are MSN-ing now...why not spit it out now?
"no thx "
Skip a bit...bullshits...bullshits..
How long you want to ask? Fuck! You think I very free like you?
"As soon as possible " ( everyone...please note this...the fun is coming up...)
"I oso vry busy lo"
Walao...if you're so busy...why not next time?
"Nope"
"Today"
FUCKKKKKKKKKK!!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION IS IT?
"not about FOREVER LIVING and S&S"
Of course...last time...you tricked me...asked me to come out "lim teh"...turn out to be a blind date with Forever Living Sister...Wow...amazing...and now...if really is about...FLP again...please go to hell...
"this time wan settle thing" ( note this too! )
Oh...hmmm...maybe is really something urgent...ok la...then...guess I have no choice...
And then I went to my Windows Live Messenger...my brain almost crack...almost crack...clutching my fist...I really really want to kill you...I'm serious...I'm writing this to you, Mr.T...are you reading about it? Don't disappoint me again...
So...what makes me so furious? Guess what I saw on Mr.T 's MSN notice?
'SETTLE THINGS FOR YOU'
Immediately...I realized all your "BUSINESS"...I went and told the whole story to JK...
So...tell me, Mr.T...which part of "I AM SO FUCKING BUSY WITH MY FUCKING FINALS CURRENTLY!" you don't understand?
Ok...fine...carry on with the "BUSINESS"...I tried to stay calm...I didn't start anything...to prevent unnecessary arguement...
I told Mr.T...
9pm it is...but must get back home before 10pm..
"wtf..."
FUCCCCCKKKKK YOUUUUU!!!! THEN HOW LONG YOU WANT WITH YOUR "BUSINESS"??????
"As Long As Possible " ( notice the note I noted for you all? )
Skip...
"nvm nvm, then no need come out..seem u are so bzy...I scare i beat u nia"
End.
So...these are what makes me so fuck up yesterday...right...good night all!
Oh ya...but before that...
To Mr.T...please don't put "my special best friend" at your msn notice...obviously...is me! THANKS! o0o! So please remove it...is really really really a deep humiliation...thanks in advance! Night, Fucker...suck on this again, o0o!
Wonderful Day..
What a wonderful day...
Things go too pretty smooth for me today...until now...
Good evening, everyone!...In this post, I am going to write out all my thoughts!...And it could be very rude!...As I am SO FARKING PISSED OFF AND ANNOYED IN MY CURRENT SITUATION!
This post! Is dedicated to a very special friend I "USED TO HAVE!"...
In the memory of...
Teddy.
You have brought joys to me...when I'm so FARKING BORED!
You have brought comforts to me...when I'm so FARKING DOWN!
Really...when I needed a companion...you will always be there for me...well...not really everytime though...but still...you helped a lot...thanks...really appreciated it...and is not gay...totally clean...
You have been a very wonderful friend to me...
Until now...
Teddy, if you're reading this post..
Just wanted to tell you that...
I'M NOT FEELING SORRY FOR YOU!
And if you may....please...please...please...please...do go and read my msn notice please...I'm begging you...PLEASE! Cause I have put in a lot of effort in writing it...specially for a very special friend like you...so please don't disappoint me...thanks...
When I was in form 5...I've made a drawing for you...as a good friend gift...but I didn't give it to you...Why? Cause I'm so FARKING SHY! Yes! "HAHA"! I know! VERY FUNNY! BUT IS THE FACT! Wonderful...and I shall post the picture here for you now...
I'm so upset with you...
Very upset with you...
Farking upset with you...
Alright, Mr.Farkish Teddy...If you really really really unhappy...and really really really want to settle things..."settle things"..."like a man"..."face to face"..."I scare I beat you nia"...these are what you've told me in MSN...it gave me a chill right down my back spine...it frightens me...shocked me...I've no idea on what to do about it...really...CAUSE IT SOUNDED SO FARKING GAY TO ME! YOU'VE TOTALLY WASTED MY TIME...I hate you...i hate you...i hate you...i hate you...you suck...ZZZ...
You
And
Me
Are
Finish...
Err...not that kind "DIE=FINISH"....I meant my friendship...well...sort of...
Lastly, Suck on this instead, o0o
YOU SUCK, TEDDY!
End.
Things go too pretty smooth for me today...until now...
Good evening, everyone!...In this post, I am going to write out all my thoughts!...And it could be very rude!...As I am SO FARKING PISSED OFF AND ANNOYED IN MY CURRENT SITUATION!
This post! Is dedicated to a very special friend I "USED TO HAVE!"...
In the memory of...
Teddy.
You have brought joys to me...when I'm so FARKING BORED!
You have brought comforts to me...when I'm so FARKING DOWN!
Really...when I needed a companion...you will always be there for me...well...not really everytime though...but still...you helped a lot...thanks...really appreciated it...and is not gay...totally clean...
You have been a very wonderful friend to me...
Until now...
Teddy, if you're reading this post..
Just wanted to tell you that...
I'M NOT FEELING SORRY FOR YOU!
And if you may....please...please...please...please...do go and read my msn notice please...I'm begging you...PLEASE! Cause I have put in a lot of effort in writing it...specially for a very special friend like you...so please don't disappoint me...thanks...
When I was in form 5...I've made a drawing for you...as a good friend gift...but I didn't give it to you...Why? Cause I'm so FARKING SHY! Yes! "HAHA"! I know! VERY FUNNY! BUT IS THE FACT! Wonderful...and I shall post the picture here for you now...
I'm so upset with you...
Very upset with you...
Farking upset with you...
Alright, Mr.Farkish Teddy...If you really really really unhappy...and really really really want to settle things..."settle things"..."like a man"..."face to face"..."I scare I beat you nia"...these are what you've told me in MSN...it gave me a chill right down my back spine...it frightens me...shocked me...I've no idea on what to do about it...really...CAUSE IT SOUNDED SO FARKING GAY TO ME! YOU'VE TOTALLY WASTED MY TIME...I hate you...i hate you...i hate you...i hate you...you suck...ZZZ...
I give you something simple now...
FARK YOU!You
And
Me
Are
Finish...
Err...not that kind "DIE=FINISH"....I meant my friendship...well...sort of...
Lastly, Suck on this instead, o0o
YOU SUCK, TEDDY!
End.
Shut Up..
Of course...this title wasn't meant for what I'm going to write right now...just want to have a simple brief through about on Sunday...Happy Father's Day...zzz...
21st June 2009, it was Happy Father's Day...people asked me before...
"Hey, Father's Day coming lo, how are you going to celebrate or what are you going to get?"
"..."
I always changed topic...or pretended that I can't hear with my mp3 on...
That night...we went to Jusco in Bukit Tinggi...with my relatives...they asked me the same question too...*Sigh*...of course I didn't reply...went to do my own shopping...cause I wanted some of the "distance"...When we were about to go home...and then...zzz...flashback....wee~...sweet...from that day morning until then...I haven't said anything to him...my dad...hoping he wouldn't mind...but really eye sore...damn a lot families went there...holding hands...harmony...that's the thing that my family ever needed...And then I remembered he took me to buy the ice-cream from McD...holding my little hand...I was about 6 years old...
*Sigh*...
I went to McD in Jusco...bought that RM1.05 sundae cone...one only...then went back to the place where we supposed to meet up...
I passed the ice-cream to him...
He smiled...slurping his ice-cream like a kid...like me when I have that ice-cream he bought for me...
I chuckled...lol..."Diu...ice-cream only la...wipe that smirk off your face la"...
Happy Father's Day..
"Shut Up..."
This title or this very post was dedicated to a few person...
They have been annoying me this matter since that date until now...hmmm...i mean "incident"...
Have been trying to forget about it...yet...you guys just enjoy bringing it up everytime...thanks a lot...
I think I have my answers edi...
It's 28 days, 6 hours, 49 minutes and 23 seconds exact from now that day...don't ask me how I know...I just know...
*Sigh*...worst damage...
Is rather sad when every time you're trying to forget everything...like reformat your whole memory on that particular case...but it just won't work...every time I'd tried to avoid everything...but she just "appears" everywhere...
You guys always asked me the same questions...
"Will you kill him if he's with her now?"
I replied with a laugh..."Haha...I don't care...go ahead..."
But it really hurts...so I've decided to withdraw back my words...
Yesterday, I've received a call from him...long time didn't chat with him edi...though we go to the same college...but he just seem so depressed this recently...and he decided to bring me down along...by asking the same question...
"AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!! KILL ME INSTEAD!!!" I shouted on the phone...of course...I imagined that scene in my brain...
I was trying to blog yesterday...have fun with laptop...but ever since he brought up that "question"....my whole mood has gone to nothing...emptiness...damn empty le...
I took 1 hour, and 13 miutes from that call to think up of this solution...to my pain...
One simple message...
And then I've waited for only 1 minutes and 20 or 25 seconds like that...and then my phone...
*Message ringtone alert*
Read the message...I took a large breath...
Inhale..
Exhale..
Just one simple message received...I knew that I'm freed from that pain...
21st June 2009, it was Happy Father's Day...people asked me before...
"Hey, Father's Day coming lo, how are you going to celebrate or what are you going to get?"
"..."
I always changed topic...or pretended that I can't hear with my mp3 on...
That night...we went to Jusco in Bukit Tinggi...with my relatives...they asked me the same question too...*Sigh*...of course I didn't reply...went to do my own shopping...cause I wanted some of the "distance"...When we were about to go home...and then...zzz...flashback....wee~...sweet...from that day morning until then...I haven't said anything to him...my dad...hoping he wouldn't mind...but really eye sore...damn a lot families went there...holding hands...harmony...that's the thing that my family ever needed...And then I remembered he took me to buy the ice-cream from McD...holding my little hand...I was about 6 years old...
*Sigh*...
I went to McD in Jusco...bought that RM1.05 sundae cone...one only...then went back to the place where we supposed to meet up...
I passed the ice-cream to him...
He smiled...slurping his ice-cream like a kid...like me when I have that ice-cream he bought for me...
I chuckled...lol..."Diu...ice-cream only la...wipe that smirk off your face la"...
Happy Father's Day..
"Shut Up..."
This title or this very post was dedicated to a few person...
They have been annoying me this matter since that date until now...hmmm...i mean "incident"...
Have been trying to forget about it...yet...you guys just enjoy bringing it up everytime...thanks a lot...
I think I have my answers edi...
It's 28 days, 6 hours, 49 minutes and 23 seconds exact from now that day...don't ask me how I know...I just know...
*Sigh*...worst damage...
Is rather sad when every time you're trying to forget everything...like reformat your whole memory on that particular case...but it just won't work...every time I'd tried to avoid everything...but she just "appears" everywhere...
You guys always asked me the same questions...
"Will you kill him if he's with her now?"
I replied with a laugh..."Haha...I don't care...go ahead..."
But it really hurts...so I've decided to withdraw back my words...
Yesterday, I've received a call from him...long time didn't chat with him edi...though we go to the same college...but he just seem so depressed this recently...and he decided to bring me down along...by asking the same question...
"AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!! KILL ME INSTEAD!!!" I shouted on the phone...of course...I imagined that scene in my brain...
I was trying to blog yesterday...have fun with laptop...but ever since he brought up that "question"....my whole mood has gone to nothing...emptiness...damn empty le...
I took 1 hour, and 13 miutes from that call to think up of this solution...to my pain...
One simple message...
And then I've waited for only 1 minutes and 20 or 25 seconds like that...and then my phone...
*Message ringtone alert*
Read the message...I took a large breath...
Inhale..
Exhale..
Just one simple message received...I knew that I'm freed from that pain...
No title...frigging...
"Why no title?"
Simple...cause I can't think of any title for it...
Haih...
Damn depressed and desperate...
"WHY?"
Because....
My EWE, English Week Exhibition presentation day...haha...did badly...
Arrived at Taylors Business School at around 9.10am...
Still got 5 groups left before my group's turn...so...that moment still got about 2 hours for me to prepare...
Watched a few groups...and one of them from each of every group were very nervous...and they sort of screwed up...lol...and that really comforts me a lot...giving quite me some confidence to carry on with the presentation...
Simple...cause I can't think of any title for it...
Haih...
Damn depressed and desperate...
"WHY?"
Because....
My EWE, English Week Exhibition presentation day...haha...did badly...
Arrived at Taylors Business School at around 9.10am...
Still got 5 groups left before my group's turn...so...that moment still got about 2 hours for me to prepare...
Watched a few groups...and one of them from each of every group were very nervous...and they sort of screwed up...lol...and that really comforts me a lot...giving quite me some confidence to carry on with the presentation...
And then I continued to decorate the presentation board...our business plan...after I finished reading draft...
Until the last 3 groups...
Ms Chen, one of the hosts, judges and also my english teacher...announced:" Ok, everyone, we will be taking a short 5 minutes break, and then we will carry on with the last 3 groups."
And then everyone started to leave the floor...hmmm...OMG OMG OMG~
BANZAI!!
Yes!...I'm very sure that I was so frigging prepared for the presentation...cause everyone have frigging left the frigging floor...where we held our frigging presentation...which left a frigging few people over there...which makes me frigging happy and frigging confidence! Now bring on that frigging presentation! WEE~!
That 5 minutes break saved my ass...really...and that moment I finished with the decorations and still left with about 40 minutes preparation for speech again! Looking at the draft...I'm sastified...cause I'd put "quite some" effort in it...so...it waaaaass daaaaaaaamn long...YEAH!^^
And then it begins...MY FRIGGING FEAR! GAWR!
It was the last second group edi...and they was about to end their presentation...
BUT!
OMG! DON'T YOU FRIGGING HUMANS HAVE ANY FRIGGING BETTER THINGS TO DO?! WHAT THE FARK IS FRIGGING WRONG WITH YOU FRIGGING PEOPLE?! WHY?! FRIG YOU!
Yes...I supposed you have guessed it earlier....all the audience are back...and with more of them...I almost fainted (I'm serious)...when I regain my footstep...I got so FARKING PISSED OFF!
"WHY?"
Yeah...I also cannot explain why...maybe it because humans basic responce or sort of...
And that moment...I was so furious...nervous...and scared...terrified...whatever la...
Then Ah Poh walks toward me with a happy smile...he said: "good luck!"...I think...sort of...can't remember...cause I'm so frigging mad that moment...
And then I REPLIED...by slapping hard on his shoulder...OMG! DANG! I got so frigging nervous and acted like a farking noob shit who was still in his farking unchanged diaper that still drips shit (childish for short)!
Sorry...Poh...
*Sigh*...then my turn to present edi....
"Skip the story lo...lazy tell..."
Almost passed out...the whole floor was packed...my god...
I've totally forgotten most of my speech....
*Sigh*...T.T...
After a good 8 hours rest and meditation...my mood finally chilled out...
Frigging sien...
A Blackout...When I'm Blackout...
Preparing my sample draft..Thursday got EWE presentation....ew....English Week Exhibition...
My group leader forced me to be the main speaker...didn't even discuss with me also...zzz...
I started to have the inspiration...after good 4 hours of GAMING!
DENG! DENG! DENG!
Lol...final exams coming edi...counting from today...SHIT! Left 10 days nia...T.T...
Sua...tired edi...set alarm at 6.10 am...and then I went sleep! without doing any revisions...hahaha...
While I was still lurking within the shadow of my dream...I forgot what happened in that dream...suddenly I woke up...I've found out that the air-cond was switched off...radio too ( I prefer to sleep with the music on ^^v )...the fan is getting slower and slower as well...my god...and is 4.13 in the morning...
I thought my mom was pulling a prank on me...trying to disturb my "hibernation"...but...she's not that retard...hahaha...and I locked the door...there's now way she could get in...hmmm...the highest possibility is that...A BLACKOUT!
DENG! DENG! DENG!
Lol...hahaha...never get bored of that...
And what's more ridiculous...I was very unconscious that moment...so I took up my phone...automatically trying to take a picture of that dark moment...for blogging purpose...hahaha....and then I was like WHAT THE FARK! What's the point of looking at a BLACK PICTURE!
After I came to my senses...immediately...a blackout for me...went back to sleep...lol...
And then...it was 6...sharp...in the morning...I woke up without my alarm...which was set at 6.10 am...I felt very depressed that moment...I went to sleep...want to redeem that 10 minutes...hahaha...really farking funny when I woke up...
Today...a so-called "miracle" happened...
I went to my account tutorial class....
I know...very normal what...very common...go class also very miracle meh?...
The fact is...I never went to that Wednesday's Accounting Tutorial Class...hahaha...why?
Lol...cause is 2 hours of non-stop-blabering-naggish-diao-you-99 from our accounting teacher....Ms.Thumb...hahaha...so I always skipped that particular class before today...so she "miss" me a lot...hahaha....today she must be very happy when she saw me...^^
Ms.thumb...she's not bad...she's lovely in some ways...and she is also so-called as "THE BEST TEACHER IN TOWN!"
I never agreed to that...it should be "THE BEST NAGGER IN TOWN"...
She enjoys telling grandmother stories...which she laugh at it herself...my god...and everytime she sees me in class...she will say...this...a thousand times...never gets bored de...lol...
"Song...are you singing a song?"
Amazingly...it never fails to make the whole class laugh....over...and over...and over...and over again....lol....
After that class...I went to do revision with my friends...Ah Liau...Willy...and Andy...met them at Taylors...they're not bad...good fellows...of course...we skipped the math lecture...hahaha...to do revisions ma!
And about 11.50am...I went to the usual place to have my lunch...alone...I usually went with a bunch of friends...but most of them are smokers...smokers, people who smokes a smoke...not that kind that pulls you from a distance smoker...
This new experience was quite...weird...used to be very merry de...but now very quite and lonely...well...at least it is smoke-free^^
Having my SUPER-DUPER-UNBELIVABLE-CHEAP-YET-DELICIOUS-AND-NUTRITIOS set lucnh, only cost RM3.50! ^^v Of course...took a few bites edi...
IT'S SQUEEKY CLEAN~
This is how the market looks like...I usually come here with a gang to have lunch...haha...very cheap~
On the way home...check my phone playlist...found out that all the music got listed out by numbers...I was so freaking bored...so I played something new...my lucky number is 5...so I checked my playlist for the two songs listed with number 5 and 55...
no.5: "Yesterday Once More - The Carpenters"
no.55: "Something About Us - Daft Punk"
==...diu...good songs...but bad songs at the bad moments...T.T
My group leader forced me to be the main speaker...didn't even discuss with me also...zzz...
I started to have the inspiration...after good 4 hours of GAMING!
DENG! DENG! DENG!
Lol...final exams coming edi...counting from today...SHIT! Left 10 days nia...T.T...
Sua...tired edi...set alarm at 6.10 am...and then I went sleep! without doing any revisions...hahaha...
While I was still lurking within the shadow of my dream...I forgot what happened in that dream...suddenly I woke up...I've found out that the air-cond was switched off...radio too ( I prefer to sleep with the music on ^^v )...the fan is getting slower and slower as well...my god...and is 4.13 in the morning...
I thought my mom was pulling a prank on me...trying to disturb my "hibernation"...but...she's not that retard...hahaha...and I locked the door...there's now way she could get in...hmmm...the highest possibility is that...A BLACKOUT!
DENG! DENG! DENG!
Lol...hahaha...never get bored of that...
And what's more ridiculous...I was very unconscious that moment...so I took up my phone...automatically trying to take a picture of that dark moment...for blogging purpose...hahaha....and then I was like WHAT THE FARK! What's the point of looking at a BLACK PICTURE!
After I came to my senses...immediately...a blackout for me...went back to sleep...lol...
And then...it was 6...sharp...in the morning...I woke up without my alarm...which was set at 6.10 am...I felt very depressed that moment...I went to sleep...want to redeem that 10 minutes...hahaha...really farking funny when I woke up...
Today...a so-called "miracle" happened...
I went to my account tutorial class....
I know...very normal what...very common...go class also very miracle meh?...
The fact is...I never went to that Wednesday's Accounting Tutorial Class...hahaha...why?
Lol...cause is 2 hours of non-stop-blabering-naggish-diao-you-99 from our accounting teacher....Ms.Thumb...hahaha...so I always skipped that particular class before today...so she "miss" me a lot...hahaha....today she must be very happy when she saw me...^^
Ms.thumb...she's not bad...she's lovely in some ways...and she is also so-called as "THE BEST TEACHER IN TOWN!"
I never agreed to that...it should be "THE BEST NAGGER IN TOWN"...
She enjoys telling grandmother stories...which she laugh at it herself...my god...and everytime she sees me in class...she will say...this...a thousand times...never gets bored de...lol...
"Song...are you singing a song?"
Amazingly...it never fails to make the whole class laugh....over...and over...and over...and over again....lol....
After that class...I went to do revision with my friends...Ah Liau...Willy...and Andy...met them at Taylors...they're not bad...good fellows...of course...we skipped the math lecture...hahaha...to do revisions ma!
And about 11.50am...I went to the usual place to have my lunch...alone...I usually went with a bunch of friends...but most of them are smokers...smokers, people who smokes a smoke...not that kind that pulls you from a distance smoker...
This new experience was quite...weird...used to be very merry de...but now very quite and lonely...well...at least it is smoke-free^^
Having my SUPER-DUPER-UNBELIVABLE-CHEAP-YET-DELICIOUS-AND-NUTRITIOS set lucnh, only cost RM3.50! ^^v Of course...took a few bites edi...
IT'S SQUEEKY CLEAN~
This is how the market looks like...I usually come here with a gang to have lunch...haha...very cheap~On the way home...check my phone playlist...found out that all the music got listed out by numbers...I was so freaking bored...so I played something new...my lucky number is 5...so I checked my playlist for the two songs listed with number 5 and 55...
no.5: "Yesterday Once More - The Carpenters"
no.55: "Something About Us - Daft Punk"
==...diu...good songs...but bad songs at the bad moments...T.T
Today's Dinner = Shit
PHEW! Finally! After a long boring suffering for 5 hours revision...I still survived!
Publishing a new book..."Surviving the 5 hours"...
OMG OMG OMG! After the 5 hours of "onslaught"...I've found out I finished my koko crunch too...nooo....my koko crunch...T.T...nooo....
And it was about 6pm...is almost dinner time...I asked my Mother pitifully..."what's for dinner?"
She told me: "Oh, get prepared, son. We're going out for a feast with the whole family."
I starting to float....to my sweet heaven~
YEAH! BABY! YEAH! THE WHOLE FAMILY ARE GOING OUT FOR A FEAST! AND IT MEANS:
"Steak?"
"Sushi?"
"Chicken Chop?"
"Sashimi?"
"Pizza?"
OMG~~~! I DON'T FREAKING CARE! JUST BRING ON THE FOODS! YEAH! XD
We departed at 7pm...and I was like so fcuking anxious...I can't hold the hunger any much longer anymore....must feed...grrrr....meat....meat.....
"We're here!" My cousin told me..
"What?" I shout out loud...It was like only a 4 minutes ride in the car...I look around....and there was no restaurant or anything at all..."Where are we having our feast again?" I asked...
Tzu Qi"...My mom said....
DENG! DENG! DENG!
This irritating melody came out from my mind...
What is Tzu Qi? Short and sweet definition....Vegeterian and Charity....
DENG! DENG! DENG!
Again...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
When I have the slightest flashback onTzu Qi again...I can only think of....Must escape...B*tch...B*tch...
Whaat Thhe Helll...I have been tricked...
Just now revisions onslaught...and now vegetables onslaught...
I skip the entrance ba...
Looking at the menu....FCUK!!!!
Boss a....10 dishes...
NVM! STAY COOL! EAT A BIT...CALM DOWN A BIT...EAT A BIT ONLY...VEGETABLE ONLY...WON'T HARM YOU A BIT DE...CHILL...LATER AFTER THIS ONLY GO MAMAK AND SAPU EVERYTHING...EAT A BIT...DON'T WORRY...EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE ALRIGHT...
And then my aunt...who worked as a volunteer there...she told must "XI FU"...translate to english..."must treasure your foods..."...Definition...MUST EAT UP EVERYTHING! WHAT THE FCUK!
Took a lot of pictures...but don't know why now cannot upload...please bear with the inconvenience as I'll upload it tomorrow...
Overall...what did I did at there...I played a game with my cousin...
"GUESS THAT FOOD!"
Why? Cause...vegetarian enjoys referring their food as meat food...
We had....
Tempura! wrong...actually is made out of white raddish and carrot...
They don't want you to slaughter animals...they have their own lives...
Treat your parents better...they made you...providing you love and care...
Eat vege...instead of meat...is good for your health...sort of...Blek...
Publishing a new book..."Surviving the 5 hours"...
OMG OMG OMG! After the 5 hours of "onslaught"...I've found out I finished my koko crunch too...nooo....my koko crunch...T.T...nooo....
And it was about 6pm...is almost dinner time...I asked my Mother pitifully..."what's for dinner?"
She told me: "Oh, get prepared, son. We're going out for a feast with the whole family."
I starting to float....to my sweet heaven~
YEAH! BABY! YEAH! THE WHOLE FAMILY ARE GOING OUT FOR A FEAST! AND IT MEANS:
"Steak?"
"Sushi?"
"Chicken Chop?"
"Sashimi?"
"Pizza?"
OMG~~~! I DON'T FREAKING CARE! JUST BRING ON THE FOODS! YEAH! XD
We departed at 7pm...and I was like so fcuking anxious...I can't hold the hunger any much longer anymore....must feed...grrrr....meat....meat.....
"We're here!" My cousin told me..
"What?" I shout out loud...It was like only a 4 minutes ride in the car...I look around....and there was no restaurant or anything at all..."Where are we having our feast again?" I asked...
Tzu Qi"...My mom said....
DENG! DENG! DENG!
This irritating melody came out from my mind...
What is Tzu Qi? Short and sweet definition....Vegeterian and Charity....
DENG! DENG! DENG!
Again...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
When I have the slightest flashback onTzu Qi again...I can only think of....Must escape...B*tch...B*tch...
Tzu Qi's Secret Hideout!
Beware!
Whaat Thhe Helll...I have been tricked...
Just now revisions onslaught...and now vegetables onslaught...
I skip the entrance ba...
Looking at the menu....FCUK!!!!
Boss a....10 dishes...
NVM! STAY COOL! EAT A BIT...CALM DOWN A BIT...EAT A BIT ONLY...VEGETABLE ONLY...WON'T HARM YOU A BIT DE...CHILL...LATER AFTER THIS ONLY GO MAMAK AND SAPU EVERYTHING...EAT A BIT...DON'T WORRY...EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE ALRIGHT...
And then my aunt...who worked as a volunteer there...she told must "XI FU"...translate to english..."must treasure your foods..."...Definition...MUST EAT UP EVERYTHING! WHAT THE FCUK!
Took a lot of pictures...but don't know why now cannot upload...please bear with the inconvenience as I'll upload it tomorrow...
Overall...what did I did at there...I played a game with my cousin...
"GUESS THAT FOOD!"
Why? Cause...vegetarian enjoys referring their food as meat food...
We had....
Tempura! wrong...actually is made out of white raddish and carrot...
We had....
Shark Fin! wrong...made out from mushrooms...golden needle mushrooms...
We had....
ABALONE! WHOA! whoa your head la...made out from China's Big Shroom...shit...
Walao...sad...really sad...I want to go home...I want to cry edi...
Today themes for Tzu Qi were actually celebrating parents day...and changing your eating habits...be a vegetarian...is good...
Nah! Bull You Vegetarians!
All the vegetables DAMN SALTY! They put a whole lot amount of salts to cover up the vegetables taste and tell you that is a meat...FCUK YOU! Vegetarian's trying to destroy your precious liver...and encourage you to lie....with kindness...
Never...ever...ever....ever....ever...bring your family to these places...
Today...I finished all the 10 dishes...and I survived...
Publishing another new book..."Surviving Your Vegetables..."
AND I MADE A MATH EQUATION!
Me + Eating Vegetarian = ME ANGRY
ME ANGRY + Happy Kids = KIDS CRY
And...
EATING VEGETARIAN = KIDS CRY
Haih...actually...they're trying to be helpful la...helping those needies...saving lives...k la...say good things a bit...
They don't want you to slaughter animals...they have their own lives...
Treat your parents better...they made you...providing you love and care...
Eat vege...instead of meat...is good for your health...sort of...Blek...
Lousy Weekend...T.T
"Get Ready...Here Comes The Horde..."
"Omg....This is so cool!...Holding my favorite M16 machine gun!...Can't hardly wait to blow up those brainless walking dead...Hmmm...maybe that noob Bill will get pull by Smoker again...better go into the building and camp in there..."
After a while...
"Fcuk! Where the hell are those hordes...I thought they supposed to rush in and attack us mindlessly about a while ago..."
Wait...I heard a movement...must be a Hunter...better go clear him first...
WTF! When I open the door...it was a freaking text book on the floor...damn thick la the book....Shocked as I realized this familiar scene...and then I look around....OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! Text books are everywhere!!! The Freaking Hordes Are Refering To The Freaking Text Books!!!! NOOOOOO!!
After that horrible sight...I woke up...worst nightmare I've ever encountered...some horrible pressure I had for the coming final exams...
T.T...I want die liao...still got 2 weeks le...
Diao...and woke up with this really serious pain in the neck! I presume is my horrible sleeping pose...Barely can move my neck today...makes me look like a robot all the day....
T.T...today have to miss the movie "Blood: The Last Vampire" with a3 friends...cause I have to do some fcuking study today...walao...humans supposed to relax on weekends de...CURSE YOU TAYLORS!! BORING LIKE SHIT...and with the neck-breaking pain on my neck...really suffering...
GG Business Math...
And my favourite cereal as snacks while doing studying...CoCo Crunch! >.<
Got bored on the "halfway" studying...did a little "doodling"...
A drawing my dearest Mother...it may not really look exactly like you...but...Still love you Mom! Always^^
"Omg....This is so cool!...Holding my favorite M16 machine gun!...Can't hardly wait to blow up those brainless walking dead...Hmmm...maybe that noob Bill will get pull by Smoker again...better go into the building and camp in there..."
After a while...
"Fcuk! Where the hell are those hordes...I thought they supposed to rush in and attack us mindlessly about a while ago..."
Wait...I heard a movement...must be a Hunter...better go clear him first...
WTF! When I open the door...it was a freaking text book on the floor...damn thick la the book....Shocked as I realized this familiar scene...and then I look around....OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! Text books are everywhere!!! The Freaking Hordes Are Refering To The Freaking Text Books!!!! NOOOOOO!!
After that horrible sight...I woke up...worst nightmare I've ever encountered...some horrible pressure I had for the coming final exams...
T.T...I want die liao...still got 2 weeks le...
Diao...and woke up with this really serious pain in the neck! I presume is my horrible sleeping pose...Barely can move my neck today...makes me look like a robot all the day....
T.T...today have to miss the movie "Blood: The Last Vampire" with a3 friends...cause I have to do some fcuking study today...walao...humans supposed to relax on weekends de...CURSE YOU TAYLORS!! BORING LIKE SHIT...and with the neck-breaking pain on my neck...really suffering...
GG Business Math...
And my favourite cereal as snacks while doing studying...CoCo Crunch! >.<
Got bored on the "halfway" studying...did a little "doodling"...
A drawing my dearest Mother...it may not really look exactly like you...but...Still love you Mom! Always^^
Tagged!
1. The person who tagged you is :
Katherine Kee
2. Your relationship with him/her/it is :
Friend..Classmate...yeah...sort of...
3. Your first impression of him/her is :
A very sweet friend...
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is :
Taking photos with her...and receiving birthday present from her...
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is :
Erm...erm...hmmm...
6. If he/she becomes your lover? :
LoL...LoL...LoL...
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve? :
Hmm...I think I'm the one who supposed to improve ba...
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do :
Despair...for life...
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be :
I'm an idiot? hahaha...
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is :
haha...walao...erm...anything? i suppose...
11. Your overall impression on him/her is :
She's special...
12. The most ideal person you want to be is :
A REALLY FUGGING RICH FAG! >.<
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them :
err...love you guys?
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Jia Kai
2. Ah Poh
3. Huat Kek
4. Bryan
5. Nicole
6. Katherine
7. Yen Li
8. Belinda
9. Siu Keih
10.Jackson
17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
Err...I don't know...
18. Is 9 a male or a female?
Female...
19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
Taylor's Business Foundation...
20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
My cousin...
21. What kind of music does 8 like?
English Hits?
22. Does 1 have any siblings?
a younger sister...and a god-brother...
23. Is 4 single?
Err...Yeah?
24. What is the surname of 5?
Tan...but you can refer her as Pig....
25.What's the hobby of 3?
Hmmm...have a lot of snacks...he used to play maple...now not sure...
26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
Yeah...classmates...quite get along well...
27. Where is 10 studying at?
Errr...i only know he dance in Raydio...
28. Say something casual about your eyes
Damn small...
29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
My god...
30. Where does 9 live?
Malaysia.. :P
31. What color does 4 like? :
White...i think...he looks like "white" person to me...
32. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
Err...i'll take that as a no...
33. Does 2 like 7?
Err...eh...Poh...u like Yen li ma?
34. How did you get to know 8?
At Taylors..we're studying the same course...and in the same group...
35. Does 3 have any pets?
Ya...2 dogs...quite cute...in some way...
36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Errr...quite sexy...but not the sexiest...^^
37. Are you sexy?
I'm suxxy not sexy...
38. What are you doing now?
Answering the questions?
Katherine Kee
2. Your relationship with him/her/it is :
Friend..Classmate...yeah...sort of...
3. Your first impression of him/her is :
A very sweet friend...
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is :
Taking photos with her...and receiving birthday present from her...
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is :
Erm...erm...hmmm...
6. If he/she becomes your lover? :
LoL...LoL...LoL...
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve? :
Hmm...I think I'm the one who supposed to improve ba...
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do :
Despair...for life...
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be :
I'm an idiot? hahaha...
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is :
haha...walao...erm...anything? i suppose...
11. Your overall impression on him/her is :
She's special...
12. The most ideal person you want to be is :
A REALLY FUGGING RICH FAG! >.<
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them :
err...love you guys?
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Jia Kai
2. Ah Poh
3. Huat Kek
4. Bryan
5. Nicole
6. Katherine
7. Yen Li
8. Belinda
9. Siu Keih
10.Jackson
17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
Err...I don't know...
18. Is 9 a male or a female?
Female...
19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
Taylor's Business Foundation...
20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
My cousin...
21. What kind of music does 8 like?
English Hits?
22. Does 1 have any siblings?
a younger sister...and a god-brother...
23. Is 4 single?
Err...Yeah?
24. What is the surname of 5?
Tan...but you can refer her as Pig....
25.What's the hobby of 3?
Hmmm...have a lot of snacks...he used to play maple...now not sure...
26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
Yeah...classmates...quite get along well...
27. Where is 10 studying at?
Errr...i only know he dance in Raydio...
28. Say something casual about your eyes
Damn small...
29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
My god...
30. Where does 9 live?
Malaysia.. :P
31. What color does 4 like? :
White...i think...he looks like "white" person to me...
32. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
Err...i'll take that as a no...
33. Does 2 like 7?
Err...eh...Poh...u like Yen li ma?
34. How did you get to know 8?
At Taylors..we're studying the same course...and in the same group...
35. Does 3 have any pets?
Ya...2 dogs...quite cute...in some way...
36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Errr...quite sexy...but not the sexiest...^^
37. Are you sexy?
I'm suxxy not sexy...
38. What are you doing now?
Answering the questions?
Larry's Diary
I know is rude…reading someone’s diary…and what’s worse…I still blog about it…but I just can’t help it…forgive me! Larry! Is not personal! No hard feelings, ok? ^^
And the story goes like this…
Having the same topic about me again…never thought I’ll notice it…he thought that I’d turn up the volume of my mp3 to the max again…
I did…but I still hear voices even though the volume is on its highest level…
So…I heard each of every details of that conversation…it really makes me sad…but my tears have dried up for years…there was nothing much I can do…it wasn’t the first time he had this topic…
To him…my existence was nothing but a mere parasite that lived in his body…leeches every possible benefits from him that I can find as I still lurks around for these years…I was born as if he was forced to…trying to pass down his family’s name, I presumed…I’m a chewing gum…that sticks to his shoe as if he’s a pedestrian who was trying make way for his own path…it really pissed him off…having that gum on his shoe…
It wasn’t fair for me…
So I’d tried to get rid of myself several times before…before more innocents were involved in these matters…again…Obviously…I failed every time as I tempted to try…again and again…Bullshit…it looks really common or easy every time I read the daily newspaper…these cases are happening everyday…yet my time has not come…
My last try…it was…2006, March 16…I would record it every time before I “took off”…went to the highest floor…I was so sure that it would be a successful try that day…so ready for it…so calm while standing on the ledge…but everything changed as I made a call for Ms.Tan…
Slowly came down from there…then went to school as usual…but it wasn’t any usual…I wasn’t really in the good mood…avoiding from all my friends…still blaming myself for not taking that chance…all my classmates noticed it too that day…they noticed that I wasn’t happy that day…they tried to help…I’m really glad that at least someone tried…but…not even myself wanted to try saving myself…on the following day…I went to school as if I’m recovered…trying to be more optimistic…but deep down…so deep…in the very bottom of my heart…I knew that nothing much was changed…I’m just a drama king…wearing that fake smile on my face…
I’m really…lonely…I don’t have anyone to talk to…he took out his anger…his rage…on my best friend…I’m…alone...and my imaginary friend was completely murdered by Ms.Tan…for my own good, she said…it’ll cause some terrible hallucinations...it’s a matter of lives…and then she moved to Canada with her whole family…these fucking feelings are really making me sick…it wasn’t any simple sick anyone had…it’s more than a plain sick…is a curse…being somebody that you’re not…trying to be someone else…
My inner self says to myself everytime my mother tried to get to me…
“Just be more cautious of what you do next time…”
Yeah…you’re right…I think I know how cautious should I be…is easy…avoids him every time…like I didn’t exist from the very beginning…it won’t aggravates him…it’ll prevent bad things from happening…
“You know he loves you…”
Yeah…you’re right…I think I know how much he loves me…is obvious…he loves me every time…when you asked him to…you have his attentions…but I don’t…he listens to you…but not me…he forgives you…but not me…you have his loves…but none for me…
“Think about how much he’d spent in giving you good educations…”
Yeah…you’re right…I think I know how much he’d spent on a shit…I bet it really hurts him when he looks into his savings…wasted…
“Why can’t you just get along with your father?”
Trust me…even until now…writing this post…I still respect him from the infinite bottom of my bleeding scarred heart…because he’s my father…even though he dislike me…so…
I assume that you’ll understand…this is just some curse that just can’t be lifted…
The End.
And the story goes like this…
Having the same topic about me again…never thought I’ll notice it…he thought that I’d turn up the volume of my mp3 to the max again…
I did…but I still hear voices even though the volume is on its highest level…
So…I heard each of every details of that conversation…it really makes me sad…but my tears have dried up for years…there was nothing much I can do…it wasn’t the first time he had this topic…
To him…my existence was nothing but a mere parasite that lived in his body…leeches every possible benefits from him that I can find as I still lurks around for these years…I was born as if he was forced to…trying to pass down his family’s name, I presumed…I’m a chewing gum…that sticks to his shoe as if he’s a pedestrian who was trying make way for his own path…it really pissed him off…having that gum on his shoe…
It wasn’t fair for me…
So I’d tried to get rid of myself several times before…before more innocents were involved in these matters…again…Obviously…I failed every time as I tempted to try…again and again…Bullshit…it looks really common or easy every time I read the daily newspaper…these cases are happening everyday…yet my time has not come…
My last try…it was…2006, March 16…I would record it every time before I “took off”…went to the highest floor…I was so sure that it would be a successful try that day…so ready for it…so calm while standing on the ledge…but everything changed as I made a call for Ms.Tan…
Slowly came down from there…then went to school as usual…but it wasn’t any usual…I wasn’t really in the good mood…avoiding from all my friends…still blaming myself for not taking that chance…all my classmates noticed it too that day…they noticed that I wasn’t happy that day…they tried to help…I’m really glad that at least someone tried…but…not even myself wanted to try saving myself…on the following day…I went to school as if I’m recovered…trying to be more optimistic…but deep down…so deep…in the very bottom of my heart…I knew that nothing much was changed…I’m just a drama king…wearing that fake smile on my face…
I’m really…lonely…I don’t have anyone to talk to…he took out his anger…his rage…on my best friend…I’m…alone...and my imaginary friend was completely murdered by Ms.Tan…for my own good, she said…it’ll cause some terrible hallucinations...it’s a matter of lives…and then she moved to Canada with her whole family…these fucking feelings are really making me sick…it wasn’t any simple sick anyone had…it’s more than a plain sick…is a curse…being somebody that you’re not…trying to be someone else…
My inner self says to myself everytime my mother tried to get to me…
“Just be more cautious of what you do next time…”
Yeah…you’re right…I think I know how cautious should I be…is easy…avoids him every time…like I didn’t exist from the very beginning…it won’t aggravates him…it’ll prevent bad things from happening…
“You know he loves you…”
Yeah…you’re right…I think I know how much he loves me…is obvious…he loves me every time…when you asked him to…you have his attentions…but I don’t…he listens to you…but not me…he forgives you…but not me…you have his loves…but none for me…
“Think about how much he’d spent in giving you good educations…”
Yeah…you’re right…I think I know how much he’d spent on a shit…I bet it really hurts him when he looks into his savings…wasted…
“Why can’t you just get along with your father?”
Trust me…even until now…writing this post…I still respect him from the infinite bottom of my bleeding scarred heart…because he’s my father…even though he dislike me…so…
I assume that you’ll understand…this is just some curse that just can’t be lifted…
The End.
Y.E.D in Taylors!
Y.E.D..."Yesterday Eat Durian" is a really interesting event...The whole idea was to celebrate the world most famous "King Of Fruits-Durian"...
It was held this morning^^ Started from 9am till 3pm...A lot of people came today...especially international students...as they were very curios of how our country famous "King Of Fruit-Durian" looks like...
They have a lot of games over there...there were some main attraction games as well...Such as...The "DodgeDurian"...is almost the same like "Dodgeball"...but they used Durian to play instead of using a rubberball...though a lot were injured today...but everyone still enjoyed the whole game...they cheered out loud when there was a guy who actually got hit in the head by a Durian...the injured fellow was knocked out cold...everyone couldn't wake him up...then he was sent to the nearest hospital...and survived^^
We also have "Eat All You Can" game...a lot of students took part in that game...When the game started...all the contestants dug into their pile of Durian fruits...they seems to be really really really hungry for Durian...and we have a WINNER! A young man...from Taylors Business Foundation progamme...he finished up to 60 durian fruits in 8.47 minutes...crazy fellow...and he won 2 baskets of Durian...and that guy started to do his war cry like a wolf as he received his prize...
Everyone really enjoyed themselves today...but got international students throw up...they can't stand the smell of it^^
I finish my crap story edi...nice le^^
HAHA...actually...Y.E.D is Young Entrepreneurs' Day...where students think up of their own business ideas...create their own stalls...sell their products...it almost the same like Canteen Day we had in our primary or secondary schools...
Ya...no shit this time...
A lot of people came to the event today...ranging from....baby till papa mama lo...all kinds of age also got...but most of them are teenagers...
My group's stall are selling T-Shirts...the designs are all very Lo-Co...so sales were quite BOOM^^ especially this shirt...which has a sentence that attracted damn lots of guys to buy...
"Dude, your girlfriend keeps checking me out."
That design was sold the most...LoL...and the customers are most likely males...wakakaka...
And these girls are my classmates^^...
And this guy...Is Willy...Meet Willy The Big Mama...
Amazing le his breasts...that is what I called GG...
Today I also met Katherine^^ She came to the stall and bought 2 T-shirts with her friend...thank you for your support, KAT!^^ I noticed that she came to the stall...but still didn't go confront her and give her a greeting...
This is what all the men called as "Ball-less"...
Haih...carry on with story...
During the event...I saw there is one guy from another stall...he wore like Jabbawockeez...I was about to phark him up...a total humiliation and disgrace to my IDOL! Jabbawockeez is America's Best Dance Crew...
But I smiled instead...and whispered to myself: "Yes...God...let him taste Your Wrath of Fury...yes...more heat please..." Because...today temperature damn hot! I think also got 36 degree gua...and is afternoon also...and he's wearing a jacket too! Muahaha...noob...
And then we finished our morning shift till afternoon 1pm...we went "Home"...wakaka...Sino Net actually...again...Sino Net is almost the second home of mine edi^^
We paid for the 3-hours package...RM5...we had Dota games again...we win again...or should I say...
OWNAGE AGAIN...wakakaka...before the game starts...we shared the same name as we put Jr behind our name...during the game, there were bunch of players who actually...praise us...I don't know...I think is teasing more than praising...lol...as usual! PAWN!! Our great teamwork with JK and Ah Poh...finished them off...^^v
Then we had a game of Left 4 Dead...me and JK team up and fight the lonely Ah Poh who played as an infected...sorry...
When our credit almost left about half and hour...ZZAAAPPP!!
Part of the internet cafe blackout...and me, JK and Ah Poh were in the part of it...zzz...BBUUUUTTT!!! The cashier guy told us that we can have our refund^^...Rm5 for each one of us...so we played for free today^^...OWNAGE!
It was held this morning^^ Started from 9am till 3pm...A lot of people came today...especially international students...as they were very curios of how our country famous "King Of Fruit-Durian" looks like...
They have a lot of games over there...there were some main attraction games as well...Such as...The "DodgeDurian"...is almost the same like "Dodgeball"...but they used Durian to play instead of using a rubberball...though a lot were injured today...but everyone still enjoyed the whole game...they cheered out loud when there was a guy who actually got hit in the head by a Durian...the injured fellow was knocked out cold...everyone couldn't wake him up...then he was sent to the nearest hospital...and survived^^
We also have "Eat All You Can" game...a lot of students took part in that game...When the game started...all the contestants dug into their pile of Durian fruits...they seems to be really really really hungry for Durian...and we have a WINNER! A young man...from Taylors Business Foundation progamme...he finished up to 60 durian fruits in 8.47 minutes...crazy fellow...and he won 2 baskets of Durian...and that guy started to do his war cry like a wolf as he received his prize...
Everyone really enjoyed themselves today...but got international students throw up...they can't stand the smell of it^^
I finish my crap story edi...nice le^^
HAHA...actually...Y.E.D is Young Entrepreneurs' Day...where students think up of their own business ideas...create their own stalls...sell their products...it almost the same like Canteen Day we had in our primary or secondary schools...
Ya...no shit this time...
A lot of people came to the event today...ranging from....baby till papa mama lo...all kinds of age also got...but most of them are teenagers...
My group's stall are selling T-Shirts...the designs are all very Lo-Co...so sales were quite BOOM^^ especially this shirt...which has a sentence that attracted damn lots of guys to buy...
"Dude, your girlfriend keeps checking me out."
That design was sold the most...LoL...and the customers are most likely males...wakakaka...
And these girls are my classmates^^...
And this guy...Is Willy...Meet Willy The Big Mama...
Amazing le his breasts...that is what I called GG...
Today I also met Katherine^^ She came to the stall and bought 2 T-shirts with her friend...thank you for your support, KAT!^^ I noticed that she came to the stall...but still didn't go confront her and give her a greeting...
This is what all the men called as "Ball-less"...
Haih...carry on with story...
During the event...I saw there is one guy from another stall...he wore like Jabbawockeez...I was about to phark him up...a total humiliation and disgrace to my IDOL! Jabbawockeez is America's Best Dance Crew...
But I smiled instead...and whispered to myself: "Yes...God...let him taste Your Wrath of Fury...yes...more heat please..." Because...today temperature damn hot! I think also got 36 degree gua...and is afternoon also...and he's wearing a jacket too! Muahaha...noob...
And then we finished our morning shift till afternoon 1pm...we went "Home"...wakaka...Sino Net actually...again...Sino Net is almost the second home of mine edi^^
We paid for the 3-hours package...RM5...we had Dota games again...we win again...or should I say...
OWNAGE AGAIN...wakakaka...before the game starts...we shared the same name as we put Jr behind our name...during the game, there were bunch of players who actually...praise us...I don't know...I think is teasing more than praising...lol...as usual! PAWN!! Our great teamwork with JK and Ah Poh...finished them off...^^v
Then we had a game of Left 4 Dead...me and JK team up and fight the lonely Ah Poh who played as an infected...sorry...
When our credit almost left about half and hour...ZZAAAPPP!!
Part of the internet cafe blackout...and me, JK and Ah Poh were in the part of it...zzz...BBUUUUTTT!!! The cashier guy told us that we can have our refund^^...Rm5 for each one of us...so we played for free today^^...OWNAGE!
Pimp My Blog!
Yeah! Finally! Got the spare time to change my bloggy edi~~ ^^v
But I really kinda miss my black theme...haih...due to friend's complain..."TOO DARK LA!" or "TOO PLAIN LA!"..."TOO COOL LA!"...^^
Ya...sort of...and every time go someone else blog...their templates quite nice...darn...and then I've decided to change my blog!
"HENSHIN!" "TRANSFORM!"
Ta-da...changed most of the things...but still...can't change my teddy...T.T...stupid MixPod.com is under maintainance...wanted to change my teddy's colour...last time it took me at least 50 minutes to find the perfect colour for my previous theme...a bit of pinkish and whitish for black theme...and now...have to do it again...T.T
LOL! I'm supposed to study for my upcoming final exams so I am able to cover the time for the upcoming dance competition too...which before my final exams...Holy Shit...am I able to survive the "ONSLAUGHT"?...action of doing revision was taken yesterday only...Yeah^^ I did 2 hours le...T.T...but today...too eager to finish the blog thingy...had a dream about my blog today morning...and also a game I'm playing recently..."Dungeon Siege 2"...I can't tell if it is nightmare or a normal dream...
God Damn It! T.T...I've totally done no revisions today...nooo....what have I done...Oh well! I supposed that I deserved a good rest after the 2 hours revisions from yesterday^^
So...
I went to Sino today^^ Had 2 games of Dota with JK and Ah Poh...I Love Dota~^^ We played All Random for every game...For my first round...I got Ogre Magi! We owned! Yeah! I played damn well!! Wakaka!!
Skip the story...that's not the main point...Is All About The Second Round...T.T...guess who I met in the second match...of cause you can't guess la...I typed for fun only...wakakaka...I met Pheng Fei...lol...so coincidance pula...And I also met Say Yew...he pawned us...terribly...undescriable...speechless....Phark You! Say Yew! Spoilt all my good mood after from that first match ownage! Phark You!
Haih..just a game only...what can I say...next time pawn others ba...
I went home after that...I was walking towards my bag...wan to take the notes to do revision...
BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTT.....
My dad bought a few new Dvds few days ago..."Push" and "I Corrupt All Cops"...
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSHHHHHH!!!!
I took the Dvds instead of my bag and dash to the Dvd Player!
On!
Take Cd!
Open!
Put Cd!
Play!
Take Water!
Playing Movie!
Go Toilet!
Rush Back!
GOOOOOOD TIMIIIING!!!!
That's all...after the movies...I went Pimp My Blog edi...wakakaka ^^v
But I really kinda miss my black theme...haih...due to friend's complain..."TOO DARK LA!" or "TOO PLAIN LA!"..."TOO COOL LA!"...^^
Ya...sort of...and every time go someone else blog...their templates quite nice...darn...and then I've decided to change my blog!
"HENSHIN!" "TRANSFORM!"
Ta-da...changed most of the things...but still...can't change my teddy...T.T...stupid MixPod.com is under maintainance...wanted to change my teddy's colour...last time it took me at least 50 minutes to find the perfect colour for my previous theme...a bit of pinkish and whitish for black theme...and now...have to do it again...T.T
LOL! I'm supposed to study for my upcoming final exams so I am able to cover the time for the upcoming dance competition too...which before my final exams...Holy Shit...am I able to survive the "ONSLAUGHT"?...action of doing revision was taken yesterday only...Yeah^^ I did 2 hours le...T.T...but today...too eager to finish the blog thingy...had a dream about my blog today morning...and also a game I'm playing recently..."Dungeon Siege 2"...I can't tell if it is nightmare or a normal dream...
God Damn It! T.T...I've totally done no revisions today...nooo....what have I done...Oh well! I supposed that I deserved a good rest after the 2 hours revisions from yesterday^^
So...
I went to Sino today^^ Had 2 games of Dota with JK and Ah Poh...I Love Dota~^^ We played All Random for every game...For my first round...I got Ogre Magi! We owned! Yeah! I played damn well!! Wakaka!!
Skip the story...that's not the main point...Is All About The Second Round...T.T...guess who I met in the second match...of cause you can't guess la...I typed for fun only...wakakaka...I met Pheng Fei...lol...so coincidance pula...And I also met Say Yew...he pawned us...terribly...undescriable...speechless....Phark You! Say Yew! Spoilt all my good mood after from that first match ownage! Phark You!
Haih..just a game only...what can I say...next time pawn others ba...
I went home after that...I was walking towards my bag...wan to take the notes to do revision...
BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTT.....
My dad bought a few new Dvds few days ago..."Push" and "I Corrupt All Cops"...
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSHHHHHH!!!!
I took the Dvds instead of my bag and dash to the Dvd Player!
On!
Take Cd!
Open!
Put Cd!
Play!
Take Water!
Playing Movie!
Go Toilet!
Rush Back!
GOOOOOOD TIMIIIING!!!!
That's all...after the movies...I went Pimp My Blog edi...wakakaka ^^v
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